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Hi there *waving*

It has been so long since the last blog! I dunno why everyone is so busy to the extend that they dun even have time to drop a few notes here!! Anyway, I just like to wish all my friends in year 2006 "Stay happy always, be yrself and PLAY HARD!!"

Ah ger

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Like to Thanks all my friends for the surprise party.....really *TOUCH*!!~~ 

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This are the picture i taken on my BALAI trip!! 

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In a man's journey, many people come into their lives. Some leave a footprint to remember, whereas others simply skim through the aisle. What kind of friends does a person need? Do we ascertain that a different situation warrants different groups of people?

"What difference does it make how much you have? What you do not have amounts to much more."

The world is a stage whereby we are all actors and actresses. I can never agree more. Lies, dishonesty, deceit. You will never live without them and neither will they live without you. Its a process in a circle of life.

I don't need to know what you have. Neither do I have a point to prove. The day you are satisfied with what you have will be the day I am one step ahead of you. Economics is not about things and tangible material objects; it is about men, their meanings and actions.

Your actions portray the personality inside of you. You may never understand the meaning of life, just like the definition of "flocchinauchinilaphication", the longest word in the English language. There is no pride in sliding your way up through shrewd ways and tactics. You will only go so far. Nice flashy ride, basking in your 'bling-blings'.

The End.

talked more trash @ 10:33 AM

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(warning... it might sound corny... but back then we were all still young and back then i didn't had the confidence nor the courage to approach this someone)

this letter was written to someone back in 1998... the letter never reached the recieving end:

Eyes moving left to right, focusing in then out again. All the while images of everything moving in and our of me... but only images of you stayed in my mind... these small glances at you makes me want to know you and understand you deeper; how do i want to approach you and just say a simple hello and let my imagination run wild and free... these actions of mine are not of those of a psycho... or a stalker... more likely... a person who just couldnt bring himself to approach you... maybe being left in that far corner and making these small glances at you would make me happier.

But this happiness is short lived, when you disappear from my view, that striking pain and that un-misunderstood-able *sigh* was released... You may not know who i am but that doesn't matter, i know who you are and that's all it counts... i may not know you well enough but that sufficient for me to find out and like you more. That desire and irresistiable pain everytime i think about you and pretending to ignore you when you are there...

No words nor phrase can express my feelings every moment you are around... except fear and love; Fear in a sense that you might reject this personal feeling that i'm presenting but at the sametime, my desire to hold you and love you this very moment.

Though i understand that there are many things that require chemistry in this world... but i believe that only strong desires within our souls is needed... you have your dreams and fantasies to fufill... i'm just asking for me to be given the chance; the oppotunity to be by your side so that i can help; and share with you the dreams and fantasies in your life.

Aug 1998

talked more trash @ 9:25 AM

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Another cute pic of blythe doll ~ Chloe! Hope my skill will improve alot more as this is the first time I taken a picture of her. 

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My Blythe Doll ~ Chloe 

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